Day 11

Just sitting in my room listening to Schindler's List again. It is 11:58 PM so I am barely making this entry in time. Anyway, I sent my first postcard home today. It should reach them by September 1st. I was going to write Nic, but I don't have her address in Maryville yet. Speaking of addresses, I got my email address today. Now I can email Nic in Maryville. I wish dad had access to email at the bank. I miss talking with him. yes, I miss mom, but dad is different. He doesn't show any real emotion. I guess I am a mold of him. The feelings which were stirred once in me can not be brought out as easily anymore. It is as if I have build a tolerance or wall.